I have to admit when we thought of adding the dimension of “time” to space, it was not wildly popular.

True, it would make possible evolution, reunions, and cute before-and-after photos. But it would add to the illusion of separation… “horror of horrors!” Spontaneous manifestations would spontaneously cease… “eee-gad!” And the only way anyone could get anything done, would be if they held onto and moved with their vision in thought, word, and deed, even when present circumstances appeared ABSOLUTELY unchanged for their efforts… yeah, “SIGN ME UP!!!!”

Thinking of you beaming with childlike joy -
    The Universe

If only we could Stop ourselves Before we say the things we do. OR delete them as easily as we do from our computers.. erasing them from memory & the hurt they caused.

I deleted the hateful words he & I said last night. On my end it is gone at least from my inbox. Some still sting in my heart.

I will Will Myself to forget these harsh words from the times we argued before & the last time we “spoke” where I was a hurting bitch. I know that I was.

But I know he was hurting too. Nice guys hurt when they break off with you. Even if you are mad.. they do not deserve the shite. Pushy bugger that he is. :)
I like(d) that in him & can still appreciate why he pushed at me. I dig in & can “wallow”.

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We are none of us perfect. I never believed in perfect. I believe in scars, faults, broken things and healing. I am the proverbial “useful” cracked pot after all.
Not as broken as I used to be. I can & will always thank him for that too.

So, I am this night time teary. (Thank the gods of kleenex!)

Sad and lonely. (I have my daughters, dog & cat)

But this too shall pass.
Time can heal is we let it.

I miss him, but I know/believe he needs to be far away from the likes of me at this time. Scorpios sting remember?! Not proud of that fact. And it will be okay. It has to ya’ know?

It is what it is, until it isn’t.

And as the kind & dear to me, lovely  lonelyinsominiac stated:

You’re not stupid. You’re human. *hug*

She always encourages me & says just the right thing to me at the right time. I am so thankful for Friends & the Tumblr-verse.

Shine Dark My Beauties!
Starra

We all of us need and deserve Time to and for ourselves. Time to Be Peace, time to do what we love, to grow from these experiences. If we do not have this time and space, parts of us wither and die. Also resentment grows. I will never do this to anyone, because this is what was done to me.

-Starra, Le Minx

Time is so elusive, try to capture it and it moves away quickly.
Sounding the tick tock, just like a heartbeat.
Love is just as elusive if you run after it.
So I will wait for it to find me.

~Lady Minx Starra

Sending this message of intent out to the Universe today…