I feel like I have had this pesky rooster crowing every few minutes throughout the night waking me up or keeping me from a much needed sleep. He is crowing not at the Dawning sun, but the false light of a street lamp called “Worry”.
And I am a wise enough woman (as well as a bit of a smart ass) to know that it is not good for me, it is self-defeating, and I ought to throw some rocks at its proverbial ugly head.
(No I will not throw rocks at a real roosters head. lol)
I woke up thinking. (When don’t I?) And these thoughts were:
I am just seeing the problems, the bills, the NEGs. I am seeing the Problems, the Mountain I need to climb to get out of this Valley of Despair. I am so worried about the bridge I must cross I am not seeing where I am at this moment in time. Therefore I am missing the needed Vision to get through and to Be in the Present Moment, where I need to and ought to be.
THAT will not do. So, Stop it I say to me-self. Get the heck out of my head worries, I declare forcefully.
It is Time to welcome in Providence, to RE-Affirm my Faith in the Universe, Goddess & God. Let Spirit overflow. And bloody well Count my Many Blessings and See all the reasons I have to smile.
Family, Friends, and more… I am Blessed all round!
This is just a bump in the road to a Wonderful Life.
It is time I stop letting things like money & bills drive me batty.
Make me lose sleep. To embrace all the Love that is in and around me. I shall with each new breath.
I am not “broke”. Not broken either.
(I certainly do not need fixing)
I am Overflowing With Abundance and Prosperity!
The Universe, Goddess & God are providing for me just as they always have, and always will.
I need to get out of their way with the burdens I have been carrying that were so big I could not see clearly Life and the Path being laid out in front of me. And these are not my burdens to carry. No, not mine to carry at all.
So I start this day with a beatific smile over (many) Splendored Things, and with my Faith Renewed. If I am going to call myself a Woman of Faith I ought to be Believing hadn’t I? (I am no hyopocrite)
What I am is fallible, and weak at times.
So forgive me my fears, and let me begin again.
I Will Prevail.
“So now faith, hope, and love abide, these three; but the greatest of these is love. … For there are these three things that endure: Faith, Hope and Love, but the Greatest of these is Love” ~ I Corinthians 13: 13